There are no words

Tonite I recieved THE call I've been dreading since I recieved the last one in January.

I have officially lost all of my Boyz to that stupid fucking useless goddamn fucking war.

They were due to ship home permanently in 7 fucking days. 168 hours. Fuck me.

I will be making a solo trip to The Rock to say goodbye to my closest dearest Friends in the entire fucking world.

I cant find my phone because I threw it and I dont know where it landed.

I cant hear because my ears wont stop ringing with my screams.

I am so fucking done with all of the petty useless junior high mentality masturbating wack jobs, and if you think that means you, then it probably does.

Dont run to me with your self created drama anymore. I dont wanna fucking hear it.

I am so fucking done.

There are no words to truly describe how finished I am.