I spent the early morning hours killing a virus that had somehow "mysteriously" gotten onto my computer (and noooooo...the porn pop up link that was visited couldnt have had anythingt to do with it...RIGHT?! ...I mean GHEESH...I gave the man free safe sites to go look at women, why do it the wrong way!?!? )
Having finally killed the virus (arent ya proud of me MEB, I didnt pm you panicking once! I just wont tell you about the Computer Programming Chat Room I found and the nerds in there that helped me...), I ran my entire system through a billion different scans and clean up programs...then I backed up everything onto a billion more data disks (ok ok maybe not a billion, but the total so far is 48 and Im only half way done )
I cleaned out my folder of all the stuff I wanted to blog but never got around to...hence why there are a few entries today....and I organized my out of control music file and re-loaded my mp3 player cuz my song list was gettin boring
I talked to some of my Boyz' family members today. I called them all just to touch base and to let them know that I was thinking of them, and their son's (or nephew in Mark's case)...It seemed like a good idea at the time...now I am not so sure.
Mark's family is in the midst of trying to prepare for the fifth aniversary of September 11. Mark's Aunt is taking it very hard, as she does every year, but she actually got really angry with me when I told her I wasnt coming to NY for 9/11 this year. I am not ready to see D & M's graves. I am not ready to re-visit Mark's grave. I cant do it yet.
T & J's Dad is in the midst of moving out of Boston to Florida (whyyyyyyy?!?! the man hates the heat!!...but whatever...he wants to be an old retired gigalo ) and he wants me to come down and visit in January...I bartered for February cuz thats when its coldest in Alberta *lol*
D's widow (skrag, skank, ho, twatwaffle...need I go on about how I feel about her?! *smiles sweetly*) is getting married again ...it seems she met someone while D was in Iraq and they are gonna get married...that's gotta be a record...the ink is barely dry on his death certificate.
M's dad is moving from Cali back to NY because he (and I quote) "Hates fucking palm trees" so I am going to make him a paper-mache palm tree for Christmas
Today I really miss my Boyz. Not that I dont miss them everyday, but today, for some reason, they are on my mind alot.
Jamie Foxx - I Wish You Were Here.
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