Unwritten
------Natasha Bedingfield
I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten ,yeah
Oh, oh
I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines, oh yeah
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way oh, oh
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips x2 (twice)
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live you life with arms wide open
Today is where you book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
(YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!)
I heard the above song on a commercial and it just screamed to me.
Life has been very busy and stressful for me lately. Lance and I are in the process of buying a new home and a new car.
Anyone that has had the …pleasure…(insert sarcasm here) of trying to deal with the INSANE amount of paper work that comes with buying a home I know you will understand when I say OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN DOES IT STOP!?!?!?!??!?!
I’ve been pretty much handling all of the paper work and calls to the lawyers, mortgage broker, car dealership, banks, etc etc etc. Its starting to wear on me. I’ve got the ability at work to handle the calls and paper work, Lance doesn’t, but still…its A LOT of work to do while trying to do your normal full time job at the same time.
I am no longer really excited about the next phase in Lance’s and mine’s relationship…more I am praying for this phase to be over and freekin quickly before I end up bald and mute. The house gets appraised on Monday, so then the final process can be started. Conditions have to come off the sale on March 23rd and the closing date is May 1st. We’ve got SIX more bloody weeks of this. *sighs*
I am having a “poor me moment” today. I actually finally got the guts to DYE my hair for the FIRST time in my entire freekin life and my hair dresser FUCKED UP. I look like she slung mud at my head and it just got plastered on in random areas. It was supposed to be auburn. It looks like mud. It’s UGLY. She is going to re-do it tomorrow and lord help me (and her) if it looks worse than this. Thank god I can wear a ball cap to work *lol*
My dad is doing fine and was released from the hospital last week…maybe the week before…I dunno, I haven’t talked to him. I get my updates from my sister and leave it at that. He’s at home recuperating and resting so all things considered, that’s a positive.
I know I haven’t been around much and for that I am sorry. To be honest, there hasn’t been that much to read. I’ve logged onto almost everyone’s 360 pages and read everything over the past month and with the exception of a few, all I see is those ridiculous internet quizzes. They are everywhere. It’s like a plague of stupid. The quizzes have replaced actual thought and communication and instead have spawned this mindless redundant …blah…anyway… please know that if you have actually written anything, that I have most likely read it and commented on it in some way or another.
Anyway…its 8:51pm and Daylight Saving is still kicking my ass. Losing an hour really messes me up. I’m going to curl up with my puppy and my book.
For any that are looking for a new author, try reading Joanne Fluke. Her books are quick paced, entertaining, and her characters are well defined. For any Janet Evanovich or Sophie Kinsella lover out there you will LOVE Joanne Fluke.
I miss you guys. I promise I’ll be around a LOT more when all of this mortgage crap is settled…hell…I wont be able to afford to do anything else *lol*
Love to all that I adore.
Kris.
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