The day I "graduated" from group Lance came home with Phantom of the Opera tickets.
I was feeling pretty scared about going out alone ~ as you all know~ and I really didnt have anything to look forward to, to be excited about, to feel that simple joy about. My fear was overriding everything....
Until Lance came home and handed me flowers and the Phantom tickets. Gawd how wonderful he is for my soul. He unwittingly gave me exactly what I needed...something to anticipate. He shows me a million times a day how much he loves me. He expresses his caring for me in so many different ways ~ from a kiss on the forehead, to screaming "Honey! Im homeeeee! Wanna get naked?" *lmao*. I am so very thankful that I am now able to recieve and recognize his efforts for what they truly are. I have never been loved like this before ~ ok, thats not really fair, I might've been, but I have never felt the way I do in return.
Tommorrow night we will be going to see Phantom. I so cannot wait to create another memory with Lance.
I love you so much My Tiny Lancer Sexy Bum Hot Toes *lol* Thank you for loving me.
Phantom of the Opera - Music of The Night
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